dongstomper:

reblog if you would trust a dog with a sword to protect you

I’m getting bad again.. I’ve been crossing streets with my eyes closed. I DON’T want to be alive anymore.. I know it’s quick and easy but that is all I want. I want the agony in my heart to be gone, the pain in my frail bones to vanish and, the crystals in my eyes to burst.

hate:

is it bad that i secretly want to be hit by a car all the time

I don’t have real friends anymore. I guess that’s what I get from trusting the wrong person. Everyone likes you only based on the way you act and do things, mostly looks though. *sigh* I do miss you, you still owe me that cruise. You promised. I’m going to bed now. Hopefully I don’t wake in the morning..

Haven’t been sleeping lately I can’t get the thought out of my head that my best friend is gone. We fought and that was that.. I really don’t want to be alive but that would be unfair to people. You know why? Because that’s the easy way out. My name is Jennine and I will fight for one more breath.

standarded:

I wish I could just press the restart button on some people